i can see clearly now, the rain is gone.

It pays to be specific. I finally received the glasses Dad got made for me! :D It was DEFINITELY worth the wait. It was exactly like how i wanted them to be and they fitted puurfectly too! I'm so super duperly happy. heheee.. thanks Pa!!

Wearing glasses constantly after at least a good 3 months of not regularly wearing them regularly (and at the right prescription) made my head spin! :S Well, it's my own fault. I was very dizzy when i first wore them yesterday, and today, at around 1pm, i could feel my head pounding from the eye strain. I dont know if it is 'cause my eyes have just gotten used to seeing everything a bit outlinely-fuzzy or the degrees have dropped and it doesnt need to be as high anymore.. hmm. Anyways, because they actually do prop on the little of bridge that i have, i can peer underneath when checking scripts so that i dont need to have to look through the lens all the time.

hee.. i couldnt help myself

ahh.. the world is so much clearer now..

i just feel like it..

i see but i dont get. i know you deserve better so i should go. it's like feeling as though you belong, sometimes, and sometimes not. and relying on memories isnt very reliable at all. move on, move on. i'm sorry. my thoughts are all random. if only, i tell myself, if only. but i cant change it. i think it's time for me to bring my camels back in. i just feel like it. goodbye. i'm sorry.

paperwork.... man!

Today we ran ~10.5k. I almost passed out running up York Place. If i did, it would have been extremely unpleasant for Jian to drag me back down the hill. After that uphill though, the flat was like *snap fingers*! It was a good run, totalling almost one and a half hours straight. The ultimate will be Signal Hill.. but i guess for now, let's aim Warrender Street.

I CANT believe how super duperly long the scripts are taking! It's discouraging to see after an hour of transferring Rx numbers, dates and annotations to see my little pile of 'to be filed' still remain so little :( I am in need of motivation.

and this is exactly how i feel like...

i am so totally in love with David Cook's version of Always Be My Baby. Hee..

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me

Good night. I've got a heavy head. Thank You God it's a holiday tomorrow.. :)

fragile

life

it's fragile

and i am once again reminded when i remember Rebecca Tai. God speed. Will see you again in heaven, girl :)