I'll be on my way

I thought i saw something different. Or felt it. Maybe not.

I guess i was just thinking too much. Bleh. I hate it when that happens..

Me and mountains and molehills.

I'm going to Chch next week for the training days, leaving Tuesday night and arriving back at home on Friday night. Which means that i'll not be able to go to King's Ball :( Oh wells.. But i truly am looking forward to going away for a bit. Even if it's classes from 8.30am to 5pm everyday. Still. Something different. Just pray that all goes well at work while i'm away. I'll do my best to tie up loose ends before i go. I really thank God for his providence of people to cover me while i'm away in Chch. I was just reminding S that i will be away next week for those few days (because she's very busy and tends to forget about my deadlines unless reminded a few times) and she suddenly realised that the dispensary will be even more short-staffed those days, especially since we had the two days when Sherif was away from work, and it was just Cecilia, S and i. Teruk betul ask me to call up people to come in to work to help out. I felt so bad asking them to come in to cover me.. I felt and others told me, that it wasn't even my responsibility to do that. Not my business and if i really cant find people, i'll feel bad for leaving and then there's that whole cycle or blaming myself for something that i didnt do wrong! But anyways, i called Mo and Shin. I really thank God for their help. Both of them came in after their last lecture at 5pm and arranged times with me. And with the current arrangement, most of the hours of the day are covered, at least 6 hours every day, with one of them able to come into the dispensary. I was stoked!! and so grateful. :) Thanks guys!!

this smile is for you

Prep for Pharmacist-Only medicines now. I'm learning a lot about the few products that i've been assigned to work on: Topical Vaginal Thrush treatments, Brondecon, Oracort and Buccalline Burner.

I'm enjoying spending time with Dad.

searching. help me find You. on my knees. please draw near to me. i want to experience the realness of You once again.

Mmm...

I looked around the room, pondering what it meant to be alive. To be breathing and moving. To be given another chance to do something else today. JESUS IS MY HOPE TODAY.

I wanted to do so many things yesterday but limited by time and energy, i prioritised. Hee.. spent time with Dad and made sushi. When you've got time, check this out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_0k4Wu-IqY Made us all laugh.

Sushi's good :)

Mr Cow had a lot of company this afternoon :)

*beep beep*

It’s not funny.

But it sure is when you guys are around.

Pastor Andrew's sermon really spoke to me on Sunday. God's timing is the best and there is still so much to learn. The times i've felt so old and wonder when i'll meet him. Maybe i just need to spread my wings and do something different. Be somewhere different.. I dont know. Proverbs 16:9 In his heart a man plans his course but the Lord directs his steps.

Lord, You guide my steps. I dont want to walk my own way any more. I want to walk Yours.

I appreciate my Sundays, my day off. Do try hard to get work done during week nights so that i can actually have a day doing things i wanna do and mucking around. But the fatigue is overwhelming and it's either my brain overworking and body dead on the couch or the other way round. On Sunday, driving around South Dunedin, Dad and i were talking about the apostle Peter and how He was so on fire for Jesus. Christianity in the early days must have been so so tough. With early believers persecuted everyday and with the most horrendous torture tools! Thank you, without the long chain of people to chose to believe and share their faith, i wouldnt be here to day, knowing and having a relationship with my personal Saviour.

Thanks Annette for helping me sort out my e-tickets up to Chch for August training days. I'm looking forwards to the training days :) There's a lot of homework on mental health, an area i'm not very familiar with. So a bit of reading up to do before i go. Sadly, i wont be able to go for King's Ball this year. However, i might be able to make it just at the end, with the plane touching down in Dunedin at 8.35pm *pouts* :(

Goodnight *beep beep*