Tired of the mess i created
Crawling through it all
Looking in at the sadness
Painful was the fall

Tired of the tears at night
Sleeping once the sobs
Had faded gradually
The joy that it robs

I want to leave it all behind
To run away from it all
But sin has its consequences
awaiting to befall

The numbness in my heart
run
run
run away

Your strength is made perfect in weakness..

help...