teddies forever

Maybe i'm too big for teddies. But if i were to pack them away, i dont know where to keep them either. I cant imagine them in a box.. so i guess you guys will just have to stay on my bed for just a teeny bit longer.

I'm tired of feeling tired. Tired of feeling drained of energy. Tired of having lists of things to do that never end. I cross off one, and add on two. Nobody had warned me about this. No one mentioned a word that first year working can be like this.

I've got a heavy head.

I need to go to and see the dance rehearsal.

And to the graduation party.

My legs are heavy. I want to just lie down and close my eyes and not move.. and yet i can feel my strength ebb away due to the lack of exercise.

*get up! get up!* See that half-eaten bottle of Centrum up there? Yes... compliance is an issue? (Ok, just for this moment, i'm not an intern pharmacist) Then do something about it!! Get some energy!

*looks at the pile of papers on the floor* Need to finish sorting this out by tonight. Gosh, i'm going at such a slow pace. Hurry hurry!!

and stop complaining!

*hugs*