Expectations

-Expect little and you will not be disappointed-

That applies to things... like movies. Yes, movies. But relationships ( including all sorts of friendships here )? I dunno... Everybody has standards, dont they? This world is about give and take, learning to compromise. And yet how do we draw the line between expecting standards met and learning to accept? I realise i am far from perfect. No, make that very far from perfect. Sometimes i wonder, if God allows discontentment in our hearts because He has planned something better. And that the discontentment is just a product of not following His perfect plan. Or is it just stubborness? Or is it a mixture? How do we tell? Grey area? I dislike grey areas...

I hate it, being in between a rock and a hard place. Argh, having unnecessary thoughts running through my mind at this point in time is plain horrible. There are more important things to think about. I didnt realise that things can be so complicated.

Maybe its stress. Being sick. PMS.