void

wonder how it feels like to be void of all emotions. no happiness. no laughter. no sadness. no pain. void. sometimes i get tired of feeling. sleeping used to be a way of 'escape'. but now i cant even sleep at night. horrible. i'm sorry for making you upset. i didnt mean it. honest. :S try to dig a hole and bury it down deep inside me. yet i know. i know God is the only one who heals. surrender.