You asked me first

Ask and you will receive - Matthew 7:7

I asked and i received, just not the way i thought. I never saw it coming, the startling and yet comforting realisation. Bawling my eyes out and what i saw unfair, i was angry, i was frustrated. But when it dawned on me, i wanted to laugh and cry at the same time. Laugh and cry from the joy of finally understanding and accepting my circumstances.